Former After School leader Kahi posted a gloomy message on Twitter.
On January 4th (KST), she wrote, “I. Have. No fear. About death. I. Just. Hate. Suicide. I. Wanted to die. But I just live on. I. Just. Hate it. Just… Hate it…. I’m going insane. With hate. ……“.
She then retweeted a quote from the poem ‘Some Decision‘ by Lee Hae In that read, “When my heart hurt a lot, I just lived by the day. When my body hurt a lot, I just lived by the moment. In any situation, I decided not to blame anyone. When I thought that the day I was given was my entire life, happiness smiled from far away and came to me“.
Her message worried fans and friends alike, who rushed to ask her if she was ok and to wish her the best.
Hopefully, Kahi cheers up soon.
난. 죽음에대한. 두려움이. 없다. 단지. 자살이. 싫다. 나도. 죽고싶었어도. 산다. 그냥. 너무. 싫다. 정말... 싫다....미치도록. 싫다. ......— kahi jiyoung park (@misskahi) January 3, 2013