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So Ji Sub Released "18 Years" MV



In the repetition of frustration days
In the room that is a dark TV
I wanted to escape for a moment
Is this greed? Will it ever happen?

For 18 years, I acted
For 18 years, I lived with a mask
For 18 years, I was confused between what was real or not
I look in the mirror and ask, who are you?
Started hip-hop with Deux
Started work by coincidence
Do we make money in order to live?
I’m like an empty glass
In front of the camera, my smile looks lonely
Even though things might seem crazy
Just like my childhood when I went against the currents
I want to be refreshed but I am exhausted by the frustration
I’m wrapped up inside this square box
I want to fly out to the world but I’m struggling in place
Just like a sinner, I’m always hanging my head low
I want to look up to the sky, feeling frustrated every day
Now the situation has changed but the loneliness grows deeper
It gets hard even to breathe

The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath
It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary
(Everyone is waiting for me)
Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard
I want to find myself

For 18 years, they only want a smiling face
For 18 years, my heart is secretly crying
For 18 years, I’m a clown who has sold his soul
Without knowing, I’m getting tired little by little
Ever since “Rough Cut,” I opened my eyes to film
But the eyes of the world gave me even more pressure
If I give a friendly approach, I’m viewed as cool and nice
If I don’t speak and get quiet, I’m a rude actor
They listen to what they want, look at what they want
If not, they coldly point fingers and leave me
They don’t care about me, they just want fun gossip
They shut their eyes and ears, just like always
I’m not allowed to hurt anyone in the littlest way
But instead, I’m tattooed with those scars and engrave the pain in my body
Pretending to be cool, pretending to be great
I don’t want to do that anymore, I want to find the real me

The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath
It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary
(Everyone is waiting for me)
Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard
I want to find myself

In the repetition of frustration days
In the room that is a dark TV
I wanted to escape for a moment
Is this greed? Will it ever happen?

The hot interest and attention toward you makes you run out of breath
It may be hard but the painful times are just momentary
(Everyone is waiting for me)
Even if I run out of breath and it gets hard
I want to find myself


sources: CJENMMUSIC Official, pop!gasa
This was actually released about two weeks ago? But no one's posted it here yet and I thought it's quite interesting, so here it is.
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Tags: music video, so ji-sub
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