Sarah (in_noctem) wrote in omonatheydidnt,
Sarah
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Rap Monster releases 'Always'



Produced by RM
Arranged by Pdogg

I worked on this the beginning of last year and only did a simple recording.
When I was going through a tough time, I didn’t want to just let that feeling go so I recorded it.
Thankfully, I’m feeling a lot better now!
Even though the feeling has passed, I felt like it was a waste to throw away this song so I’m sharing it.
I wanted to edit it and clean it up a bit more but
I didn’t, so I could leave it as it was back then.
Because when you’re sad, a sad song can make you feel a lot better.
Happy 2017 ! !

[lyrics]

One morning, I opened my eyes

And wished that I was dead
I wish someone killed me
In this noisy silence
I live to understand the world
But the world didn’t once understand me, why
No, the other half is missing*
It’s trying to hurt me
I miss me miss me baby
I miss me miss me baby
I wish me I wish me baby

Wish I could choose me

Why is it that I’m being so earnest

Yet it’s not working out
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

If I ever meet God, I would tell him this

That life is coffee that I never ordered
I would grab him by the collar and tell him
Death is an americano you can’t refill
Are you sure that you’re alive
Then, let’s prove it somehow
When I exhale, there’s breath**
On the window, there’s condensation
You are dead
You are dad, but you are dead
Dead dad you don’t listen to me

Dad please listen to me

Why is it that I’m being so earnest

Yet it’s not working out
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

(T/N: * The effort from the world is the half that is missing
   

        ** When breath is visible in the cold.)



source: bangtan soundcloud; trans by Jessie @ bts-trans 1, 2

I'm surprised this wasn't posted. But anyway, between this and Yoongi's mixtape subject, it really gives a bleak view of what the boys and probably lots of other idols go through in general but don't have the platform/freedom to voice it out.
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