11:29 am - 12/18/2018

Remembering Jonghyun 💎


Source: @SHINee , @bumkeyk

I know today is hard on many of us, so I was hoping we could use this to post images/videos/anything of Jonghyun that makes us smile.
Many of his friends/celebrities are remembering him as well, feel free to post anything you see in this post.
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sciencebottle 18th-Dec-2018 03:10 am (UTC)
I'll be going to a memorial in Toronto tomorrow. I didn't get to last year because I was bedridden from a surgery, so I think tomorrow will be a really cathartic, healing experience.

I miss him so much, I still think about him and his life every day. In every hard moment of this year, I've always looked up to the moon for comfort and strength and I feel as if having that belief was able to push me forward in a healthy way.

I am sending love to everyone today. My inbox is absolutely open if anyone wants to talk, vent, cry, whatever. I will be here for you if you need it. <3
greasetastic_x 18th-Dec-2018 03:17 am (UTC)
I've been without wifi for the past 7 hours and counting and without a distraction my thoughts are all over the place and I'd rather not feel right now. I miss him so much it is unbelievable the sort of light he brought to my life, still brings.
I don't know if i believe in an afterlife anymore but i hope there is just so that I'm able to thank him one day for the impact he has had on my life. I love you.
citzera 18th-Dec-2018 03:19 am (UTC)
I was originally scheduled to have today off, but something come up so I have to work.
Will stay away until I’m done with work to get through today, but will be back later to check on this post.

Remember, it’s okay to not be strong today. Today will be hard. But Jonghyun would want us to remember him with a smile, so I hope we can let this be a positive post in rememberance.
lightframes 18th-Dec-2018 03:41 am (UTC)
Sorry you had to work.
b1gay4 18th-Dec-2018 03:21 am (UTC)
I’m angry.
uledy 18th-Dec-2018 03:28 am (UTC)
i still love you, jjong.
belintuchiha 18th-Dec-2018 03:30 am (UTC)
I miss him, it's going to be a hard day. I have to go to therapy later today and I still remember the letter my psychologist made me write for him after his passing.

Time flies.
tsubaki874 18th-Dec-2018 03:30 am (UTC)
The last few days I've really been struggling with my depression. What makes it worse is that I was just recently happily married November 21st, but I'm still sitting in a pool of self-doubt and just all around unwelcome thoughts. This is the worst possible time of the year lol Today especially has been really rough. I'm okay, just struggling a bit. It gets better I know. I miss Jonghyun a lot, and hope he's found peace wherever he is. His music is help soothing the pain at the moment.

Edited at 2018-12-18 03:31 am (UTC)
avrgaesthetics 18th-Dec-2018 03:49 pm (UTC)
congratulations on your marriage. i really hope you find ease and peace soon. i wish you the absolute best.
hpn88 18th-Dec-2018 03:38 am (UTC)
I still remember waking up, seeing the posts and thinking it was one of those "internet jokes" and then this sick nauseous feeling in the pit of my stomach that didn't go away for hours when I realized it was real.

Being in the fandom for long and seeing someone you literally went through young adulthood with disappear was gut punch.

RIP Jonghyun
u_know 18th-Dec-2018 03:44 am (UTC)
I still can’t believe he’s gone. I hope he’s at peace.
setsuna16 18th-Dec-2018 03:48 am (UTC)
I still can't listen to songs that have his voice. I made it through most of Hello today before I was like "nope, still not ready."

His passing has been one of the most difficult ones for me to come to terms with, because of how it happened. I don't want to make it seem like I'm judging him, because I'm not. It's just... it makes it harder to come to terms with everything. He was so talented, his voice was so impressive, his passion was so obvious. I'm the first person to point out that I don't care for most of Shinee's music, and his solo stuff wasn't really my bag either, but I liked him a lot. I don't really know why, something about him just made me smile.

I remember at SM NY, there was a shadowy figure sitting at the edge of the stage by where me and my best friend were. And we were talking with some twins, and we all thought "umm, is someone over there?" So, I walked over a bit, still obviously on the other side of the barricade, and he was sitting on the stairs to that portion of the stage, waiting for his set to start. He didn't see me, maybe he was in the zone, or watching one of his labelmates perform, who knows... still, being that close to him made me smile.

I hope those who knew him are doing what they can to remember him with smiles and happy tears.
existingisfunny 18th-Dec-2018 04:10 am (UTC)
I have a strong spiritual foundation so I don't feel he's "gone" as painfully as other people. I can feel him in peace. The material, physical, aspect I miss of his artistry is knowing how he cared for the craft of music. That's where I try not to feel stolen from or judgmental of other people that make music without the passion or appreciation of their own opportunity. I would've loved to have seen him further blossom into an artist 10, 20, etc. years from now. That mysterious weight hits me sometimes...

Love to everyone mourning and celebrating.
jyusou 18th-Dec-2018 04:19 am (UTC)
i try not to think about his death too much because every time i do it breaks my heart. wherever he's headed beyond death, i hope he'll be alright in the end.
cosmicdaze 18th-Dec-2018 04:22 am (UTC)
I wish I didn’t have to work today. I just got back from Asia and I should’ve just given myself the day off. I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to handle it. But I organized a memorial dinner for later in the evening with some people who went to the vigil I organized last year, so I have that to look forward to.

Missing him, grieving him is just...a lot. I finally cried over him for the first time in months and it’s really hit me that it’s been a whole year. Time really passes by so quickly. And it’s so weird but it feels like all my accomplishments and everything I did is tinged with a bittersweet feeling. Like, I loved him as a fan but I still feel like my life is emptier without him and like all my happy moments weren’t truly happy just because he wasn’t alive experiencing happy of his moments anymore. How can I grieve someone I never truly knew the way his loved ones did like this?

Everything is just so...I don’t know. My depression has improved slightly this year but sometimes I don’t want to exist anymore either. I think about how I feel because of his death and I think that I wouldn’t want anyone to feel this way because of mine. And then I get angry because didn’t he know how much we all loved him? Couldn’t anyone, even him, tried anything else to make things better? But I know how exhausting it is dealing with this shit and how hard it is to claw yourself out of the darkness and I don’t know...I just wish he was still here.
sciencebottle 18th-Dec-2018 04:37 am (UTC)
I'm happy that you're here today. I'm happy that you have the dinner to look forward to, and that you were able to grieve in a way that felt comfortable for you. <3
sra_interesante 18th-Dec-2018 04:25 am (UTC)
the other day when iu sang gloomy clock on her concert with jonghyun audio very loud ... uaena was saying it felt like he was iu special guest

i felt like coming back to that time when jjong was actually guest at iu concert and i made a omona post about it ... i remember i was so mad because youtube took down really fast those clips of them singing together

but yesterday i could find one of them , 4 years later i could finally re-watch that moment ... you have no idea! it was beautiful in a way i never expected

idk if this even makes sense but being able to find again a memory of him that for years i assumed it was lost forever ... find again that smile, find again those random interactions, find again jjong little gestures

i feel somehow blessed and healed by his memories 💕

Edited at 2018-12-18 04:26 am (UTC)
carmine_pink 18th-Dec-2018 05:06 am (UTC)
I still haven't listened to his last release and several of SHINee's latest ones as 4, but I've listened to a few of SHINee's old songs when they come on shuffle. The other day Deja Boo came on and I was reminded of how much I liked it. Such a flirty little song lol. It put a smile on my face. You've worked hard. You did well.
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