"We live while expressing what we want to express, and doing what we want to do. Everyone is lonely. We were born on this earth that way. We were maybe aware of it ever since the moment we came out of our mother’s womb and into the world. (We were born lonely) that is why we must face ourselves with 100% honesty after figuring out what we want and what is most important to us in life.
Please, fill yourself up with love now. Express yourself. Cherish. Both yourself and the people who love you. I believe that I don’t make that come true, it’s that which guides me and makes itself come true through me.
I hope that you always feel an effortless happiness… #
I will remember everything about my precious unni — her goofy smile, her small frog-like feet and her so strong hands that always warmly held me, how she seemed as though she might break if you touched her, and how she was so pure, affectionate, and tenderhearted. Just as she always used to say to me ‘I love you,’ I’m going to continue to say ‘I love you’ a lot too. I’m going to work hard as I live my life. I’m so, so sorry and thank you, I love you."
"In my heart, there’s so much that I want to say, but it's all meaningless now..
I’m going to work hard at life so that people will remember you for a long time.
Rest well until the day we meet again. When we do, I'll tell you that I love you."
“To the Hara I love. I miss your silly smile and laugh so much. When we meet again, we’ll have so much to talk about, right? … You know, right? Please be well until that day comes. When we meet again, I’ll hold you close. I love you.”
“Unni, who’ll be shining brightly in the sky. Our pretty and lovely unni. I miss you. I’m sorry, thank you, and I love you. I won’t forget you. I’ll always pray.”
Gyuri also left a message in memory o Hara on Instagram, but has since then deleted the post (screenshot). Here is the translation of the post.
"A week has passed. I don’t know how each day has passed.. Time never waited for you or me and just kept on flowing. I wondered if this is what we mean when we say time is cruel.
I wasn’t sure how I would respond to people if they asked me if I was okay, so I stayed home the whole time. I couldn’t organize my thoughts.. [Everything’s] just blank.
To be honest, I wanted to pray on my own.. But even if it doesn’t reach you directly, if I reveal it like this and make at least one more person pray for you, wouldn’t that bring me closer to you? I thought that would be just a bit better. That’s how everyone probably feels.
I still don’t know what’s what. It doesn’t feel real, and I feel stunned, but I think this might be better than thinking too deeply. From the way you know me, I’m not someone like this.. Would it have comforted you a bit more if we had recognized that we are both weak?
There’s still a lot that I haven’t been able to say, and there’s so much more I want to say, but..
Unnie is sorry and she loves you, unnie is sorry and she loves you, again.
Hara-ya. Our pretty Hara-ya. Rest well."
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